Mission with Prophetic Power: The Journal of John Woolman (SRSC 12)

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Mission with Prophetic Power: The Journal of John Woolman

Young Adulthood and Independence: New Home, New Work, New Voice (1741–1743) In the management of my outward affairs, I may say with thankfulness, I found truth* to be my support; and I was respected in my master’s family, who came to live in Mount Holly within two years after my going there. In a few months after I came here, my master bought several Scotchmen servants, from on board a vessel, and brought them to Mount Holly to sell, one of whom was taken sick and died. In the latter part of his sickness, being delirious, he used to curse and swear most sorrowfully; and the next night after his burial I was left to sleep alone in the chamber where he died. I found myself afraid sleeping there; I knew, however, I had not injured the man, but assisted in taking care of him according to my capacity. I was not free to ask anyone on that occasion to sleep with me. Nature was feeble; but every trial was a fresh incitement to give myself up wholly to the service of God, for I found no helper like Him in times of trouble. About the twenty-third year of my age, I had many fresh and heavenly openings,* in respect to the care and providence of the Almighty over his creatures in general, and over human beings as the most noble among those which are visible. And being clearly convinced in my judgment that to place my whole trust in God was best for me, I felt renewed engagements that in all things I might act on an inward principle* of virtue, and pursue worldly business no further than as truth* opened my way. About the time called Christmas I observed many people, both in town and from the country, resorting to public