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FromDesperation toRestoration Read Matthew 26.30-35, 69-75 & John 21.15-19 Often, we strive to be faithful but feel like we failed. We take a wrong turn and it seems like all is lost. The Christian journey is hard and there are times when we hit rock bottom. But no sin is too great for the Savior. He is there—ready and waiting to offer forgiveness and restoration. Peter knew what it felt like to be completely and utterly broken. We see in each of the four Gospels the account of Peter denying Jesus three times—just as Jesus predicted. When the cock crowed for the third time, we witness his deep sorrow and desperation as he weeps. He realizes what he has done, and his heart is broken. Have you ever come to the end of yourself? Have you cried out to God in utter desperation? At times like that, we are tempted to believe that restoration and forgiveness are not possible—we have fallen too far down. But then we see the encounter with Peter and Jesus after he has risen from the grave. He is not angry with Peter nor does he condemn him. Instead, he asks him three times if he loves him. Each time, Peter replies yes. And each time Jesus responds, “Then feed my sheep.” His painful questions are a creative means to bring restoration to Peter. Once again Jesus is modeling to Peter and the disciples that the forgiveness he commanded them to show others he is now showing them. Those who have been forgiven much will also love much. When Christ restores us, he also calls us to something new. He called Peter to be a shepherd for his flock. Out of brokenness, something new was birthed in Peter. The same is true for us. 49